Maybe

November 2, 2009 made the best terrible decision I ever made-- I broke up with Mike.
For the next 3 months, the music I listened to was exclusively Ingrid Michaelson. Her words just calmed me down and let me know everything was going to be ok.

One of the songs I listened to over and over again was this one called "Maybe"
I didn't feel like Mike and I would ever get back together, but I knew if he was "the (best) one" for me, we would end up back together. In my head that made no sense, but in my heart I just knew it. 

So this blog is a tribute to the love of my life Mike because he did! He came back!
He might argue that I chased him down, but either way... we're together forever now! And I can't live without him.

I love him more than anything in the entire world.

Picture: Me and Mike. White dress: The night I won Miss Murray when I realized we might have to break up.  Purple dress: days of '47. When I didn't won, he asked me "how about you be my queen instead?" It wasn't an official proposal, but ultimately I did say yes :)

Maybe-- Ingrid Michaelson

I don't want to be the one to say goodbye
But I will, I will, I will
I don't want to sit on the pavement while you fly
But I will, I will, oh yes I will

Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back around
Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back
The only way to really know is to really let it go
Maybe you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back to me

I don't want to be the first to let it go
But I know, I know, I know
If you have the last hands that I want to hold
Then I know I've got to let them go

Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back around
Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back
The only way to really know is to really let it go
Maybe you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back

I still feel you on the right side of the bed
And I still feel you in the blankets pulled over my head
But I'm gonna wash away, oh I'm gonna wash away everything til you come home to me

Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back
In the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back

Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back around
Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back
The only way to really know is to really let it go

Maybe you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back to me
You're gonna come back to me
You're gonna come back to me